LagGing

im dead worn out...this week is tired...which week im not tired....but this week in particular...my mid-term test is drawing nearer...like abt 2 weeks away...and i haven started studyin.....pressure on this and pressure on work....been doin quite a fair bit of OTs....even todae was back at the office to work...hopefully to wrap up my work on mon....i seemed strayed away from my com...this whole week haven been typin much on my com....felt like a stranger....wat am i fumbling abt...i dun even noe....i need more time...more time to sleep...more time to work...more time to study....sometimes i really think did i ask for trouble to continue my studies....but i shouldn't think this way....it is all i've longing for....to reach to the peak as far as i can....to learn to the top as much as i can..."never say die" attitude....i gotta find it back....
but im human....im juz filled up wif swayin tots that i need to find a space to let it out....there comes a point in time whereby u juz dunno where u're heading to....doin all the routine stuff like 'a must' to do it aniwae....wat are we living for?...of course firstly is for ourselves...dur...haha....but no matter wat there muz a drive in u to do things and to strive for rite?...think abt it...list it down...
Where do i find time?....