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today was a long and can i consider it as a stressful dae???!?!?...had 2 ad in the newspapers 2dae so the office phone was blasting wif calls the whole...wats more crazy is tt the office haf 5 lines and all the lines could juz ring all at one time...the job is getting more and more taxing man...really tired man....
next after work was down to bishan for piano lesson...the 2 rascal was much better this week...at least i could relax a bit there....teaching can be relaxing at times...due to reachin there late so i gotta pay back some mins to them and so i left the place like 15 mins later...
was meetin wendy for dinner so i took a cab and rush down to suntec for dinner....spent her dinner to celebrate for her bd inadvance....really to catch up and also a form of destressing measure to take...and dunno wat went into my mind..i actually bought a super expensive present for j...haiz...kinda regret it now....din noe wat went into me man~!!!....
and now im hm infront of the com penning down my thoughts for the day....sometimes i do wonder "wat do u live for everyday??"...do u live for yourself or ....?...sometimes it juz eats me up that im actually heading to nowhere and im feelin frustrated wif myself...ever since i started this job i begin to feel like 'so alone' kinda thing...the worst of all is im a person who juz hates to be alone....i hope or maybe i shld try to get adjusted to the new environment im in now....so do most things happen becoz of the outside world or we make it this way...
the time now is 1.02am and i cant get my eyes to rest...guess im gonna take my book out to study for the test on fri...
where am i goin to..................................................................~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~