TGIF="Thank God Itz Friday!!"

gonna seize this chance to leave a msg during this time coz i won't get a chance to do that anymore...2dae is the last dae of work....havin quite a light hearted mood todae...tryin to absorb the surroundings here...haha...sounds weird rite...yup am feelin that way....suddenly juz hope that time will not pass so fast....unlike usually i juz hope the time will pass quickly so i can scram off quick....hmmm...hope that better things will be installed for me...
gotta get back to my work now...
<(o^@^o)>

DesTresStanT*&*

wow....didn't felt so good in the office b4...todae easpecially...though there was lotz of walkin..goin to the bank and delivering client's documents....was feelin fun for once doin this kinda stuff...think itz the trick of the mind....1 more dae to go...will definitely miss all my colleagues there...miss the lunches together...and the cranky crazy jokes....will miss audrey callin me MBN (not gonna say wats tt)..hehe....^@^...aniwae will juz miss it....will miss joey buyin all the different flavours of Loaker biscuits and asking me to eat her Julie's peanut biscuits...haha....
there's lesson again tml....and gonna wake up early for breakfast tml...so gotta jump to my beddie real soon....
buay buayzzzz.....~~~~~~~~~~

iTz de DaY!!^^_^^

it  has been a tiring dae for me...left wif 2 days of work....am happy am sad too...happy to leave but sad to laze ard once again....actually haven been able to laze ard the hse for a long time now...2dae's lesson was company law..though most of it studied b4 in poly but kinda forgotten some stuff alreadi...and the lecturer informed us abt the mid-sem test date...itz 12 of Aug...i wonder how will i cope with this...actually i shld be sleeping or even went into dreamland by now...but still awake typin this stupid blog...coz my eyes r wide awake...dunno y oso...think there's lotz of stuff in my mind...filled wif family,work,frenz,and so many related issues...
but aniwae..put other stuff aside...since itz pass mid-nite itz the 29th alreadi...and so itz also the second mth for gab and me...and the date is so nicely fitted that during this dae in nov there wld be double happiness for me coz the next dae would be my bd....hmmm....lookin forward to this dae....and am turning 21 this year in juz a few more mths...was thinkin that itz still a long way to nov...but time is passing so quickly that soon we'll find ourselves celebrating chinese new year again...wow...y do i quote chinese new year!!!!....wouldn't want to look forward to that....coz itz the time to wear a mask with a fake facial expression...
 
 
gabbie's conner:
hey dearie..left u a little conner here...actually promised u a little note each day but i couldn't fulfill it this week coz im like busy and tired and couldn't get a chance to drop by the stationery shop..i noe u wld understand...this whole wk haf been harsh on u..so i hope when u drop by this page u will feel relaxed and updated wat i've been goin thru and my surroundings....when u get hm this weekend rest more coz i guess the coming weeks wld be still as tough...
Juz bear in mind the words in the card that i gave you and i pray that everything will be fine and smooth for u...take care lotz...
 

small me 

BluR blUr

goin to slp after postin this msg...hmmm...feelin hungry now actually...din haf dinner todae...my dae was quite okie..managed to do 2 mths of bank rec by myself...4 more daes to go and im off from work...kinda feelin sad and will miss the routine of wakin up early, squeezing into crowed mrt train everydae....
sort of figured out how to post pictures so next time can post more pics....yeah yeah~~~....i noe im crazy...thanks zann for tellin me where to load the pics (if u r reading this)...im such a computer dummy...aniwae class was ok...todae's the local lecturer who teach and tell ya...he's good man...made the lesson interesting to learn and easier to understand....
mind kinda off liaoz....
gotta sign off from here....brain is dead now...byezzzzzzzz........

SweEt MemOrieS

Yesterdae had a very enjoyable weekend out doing things that i haven done in a long long time...here it goes....~~
 
Saturday 24 July 2003

The Army Market 
started out the outing with meetin Gab at Lavendar to go to the army market to buy his stuff...hmm...truly it live up to its name...saw all the ah ping ger there buyin their stuffs....lucky the weather was cool so i din sweat much there...if not i'll be grumbling to leave fast...Gab was fast to get his stuff and it started drizzling a bit so we quickly headed to the bus stop to go to chinatown to shop and dinner as planned...as we were makin our way back to the bus stop...guess who we saw...we saw ericia and Ix shen holdin hands...so they are confirmed together...hehe...okay so im a bit kay poh...nvm but she's really skinny man...can compete with the bamboo stick tt i use to hang clothes liao...okie...so back to the main stuff...and off we go to chinatown....zoom~~~~~

Chinatown 
took bus 12 and gab was sayin it'll take abt an hour to reach chinatown so we can relax for the long bus ride there...we were like from lavendar and i tot it doesn't need such a long time but nvm who cares...& so it goes..i told him to bring camera along so we could take picutres wherever we goes...so i wanted to take a pic in the bus...he took a pic of me and we wanted to take a pic together and the camera went...battery is exhausted!!..i was like "WAT THE"...gab gimmi a pathetic look like opps sorry i forgot to charge the battery...i was so sad..tot could take so many pics of the outing...but aniwae managed to take a pic usin my hp...
and so we reached chinatown like in half an hour...we started walkin thru the bazar stalls den crossed over to OG...we were walkin aimless coz itz like ages since we went to chinatown keep gettin lost...so we walked into OG and went level by level,..went we reached the 2nd level which is the ladies section and there were the bra section gab goes like..okie i shall act shy now...haha...i gave him the diao look and said dun act shy coz u're not..hahastill walkin aimlessly fr level to level and suddenly my mum msged me tt they r comin to CT to haf dinner too so gab and i decided to haf dinner at the people's park hawker centre and we could head down to Harbour Front...and so we had yong tau fu and sugar cane w lemon...& i juz realised tt gab too muz haf lemon in his sugar cane if not cant drink..we dun like pure sugar cane..haha...dinner was cheap and nice and off we head down to HF....
 
Harbour Front
Harbour Front is juz 2 stops away fr chinatown wif the NEL..itz so convenient....reached there in a jiffy..upon arrival we shopped ard the shopping centre first...to digest dinner and went to the departure hall for the cruise to see the small seaview from there and bought some nic nags to eat...in the meantime we were lookin for the exit tt leads to the cable car ticket booth...we keep banging into the wrong conners..cant read the signs properly...finally found it...and bought a round trip tickect to mount faber and sentosa...we were so excited to take the cable car that we got up the wrong lift to the cable car station and had to get down from 15 storeys high to get to the other lift...first stop we decided to get down at mount faber so that we can stroll and see the scenery there but we end up AGAIN...couldn't the exit to get off the place we end walkin to all conners to look for exit and the cable car station guy looked at us like 2 monkeys running ard dunno doin wat...after a few mins we went back to the cable car station and decided to juz head down to sentosa...and so we got up the cable car AGAIN...saw the sunset from the cable car..the scene was so nice tt i juz wish time could juz stop there a moment and not go on..took a pic in the cable car too....hmmm...after reaching sentosa we were following signs to lead to the monorail...and guess wat???....we got lost AGAIN..juz dunno y we keep gettin lost..haha..but we bump into the newly open sky viewing tower & decided that we shall go on that next time and continue to find the monorail...and juz as we were abt to get onto the monorail...guess wat i discovered...2 cats havin s**!!!and i went like hey wait a min i haven seen cats doin it' so i juz stand there and watch...gab was like r u done alreadi...u serious u din c cats do it b4...and he was laughin at me...k fine den~!!...i seriously din c b4...when e next monorail came it was totally empty..wow~!!...the feelin was like we booked the whole train to ourselves..haha...so we got up to e centre cabin and enjoyed the whole twosome ride for abt 5 mins to the next station..tt was cool man...due to the a bit jerky ride gab juz giggling abt his cup a sized chest is shakin all over until he keeps laughin and laughin..haha...at first decide to get off at sunset bay to walk on the beach but saw there's a function goin on so decided to stay on the monorail and also to stay on for the rest of the journey meanin to sit thru all the stations and back to the station where we came from....not entering sentosa for so long...the nite scenery was so nice and to juz sit thru the whole ride was juz so relaxing and carefree...could feel the breeze sweep against my face and the feelin' so rite...e whole ride took abt 40 mins and we're back where we came from...and now the sad thing comes in...we were queueing for the cable car back to harbour front and when we got up one of the car the stupid usher told another couple to sit in our cabin...gab and i were like diao there..tot could enjoy the nite scenery back to harbour front..den the best part is the whole journey tt couple tok their own stuff and we tok our own stuff...haha...k nvm den...after reaching back to HF....gab as usual is hungry again~!!!really <(^@^)> man..haha...and so we went to the hawher centre there to haf supper...opps...not we...is he oni ate...and i juz sat ther and watch him eat..haha...i juz took desert...and later we took a slow walk back to the mrt and he sent me hm...the dae ended well and we enjoyed ourselves a lot...decided that we shld do that more often rather than juz catch movies and walk walk all the time...
 
Conclusion
the whole date was fun and fruitful...and both of us is extremely happy...haha...but surprising to say we did all those in juz 6 hrs...went hm early becoz i was tired and gab's body is aching all over coz of the tough week in camp....ooooo.....wats next??>....stay tuned....                                     

 

SleEpy hEadeD!!-_-

itz such mundane monday...now am at my office desk tryin to do this stupid reconciliation...itz juz giving me the....dun even noe how to decribe man...in abt 1 hrs' time will be goin for class liao..i sort of lookin forward to it man...at least am studyin and learning new things rather than sitting here and doin something that i keep yawning and yawning...
dun wan to feel this way also...but juz cant help it man...i've abt 9 days to go before i end my work..and i cant find any job at the moment...guess something is hinting me that i SERIOUSLY need a break from work...gonna slack at home for a while first...
gotta go back to the reconciliation again....ciao......sad....

JuZ Me,MyselF and I....^_^

ooooo....itz a saturday afternoon and im juz waltzing my time away at home...itz such a good feelin' to be able laze ard at hm...lately juz feel like i dunno my hse anymore....3 days in a wk comes hm late in the nite..my hse can almost be like a hotel to me....
suddenly feel like throwing everything away and go for a long holiday...could alreadi picture myself in the amazon forest where there are oni trees,rivers,....etc anything in the wilderness...seems so carefree..no worries...no troubles....everything could juz fade away wif time mind is set at eased....
back to reality....life goes on the way it alwiz does....been feelin exceptionally weird lately wif weird moodswings hanging ard me or rather my mind...mind games r driving me nuts...
 
"why do i feel the way i feel,
 is there something not right
 there seem to be sth im tryin to control,
 but itz beyond my control
 and far from my reach...
 
 feelings r hard to express,
 and regrets r too late to surpress,
 where do u think i should go?..
 no one could tell me how..
 juz to reason it out myself...
 
 juz hope someone could show me light..
 so i could follow a lighted path..
 and walk towards a new transformation.."

LoVe is All--------aRouNd..++++

though feelin tired of all the stuffs i've been doin lately...itz really a joy to receive love and it does cheers up the mood and rejuvenates the energy....
ever since class started last week & though i sort of ok wif it...it does tire me out physically coz of the travelling time like travel fr 1 end to e other...and itz the nite class somemore...really hope to get the job at starhub so can haf more free time and earn money at the same time...
time is well spent...as least i feel for 2dae...and hope life is better...
some things unsaid is better off left unsaid...itz juz so difficult when e person doesn't react e way u wanted him to....so i'll juz let time decide the appropriateness of it to let me do the things i wan to do...
sign off here......
mood=====fair weather/sunny..(^o^)

SicKlY...sIck~!!!!

fell sick yest and now im back at work...feelin so drowsy and tired and sleepy and watever watever...nose is blocked in the aircon room...juz feel like sleepin in this cool weather...i juz hope the time will pass quickly for todae..so i can scram hm fast...
gonna do everything like a snail...crawl at my own sweet pace...
better not tell me wat to do coz i wont listen...
such a sad affair to get sick at the wrong...
hope i'll get well soon...
signin off feelin moody... -_-

WholLy....DaMpeneD~?!?!?!

the whole dae was a total shack..got so pissed the whole week and i mean the WHOLE WEEK...
yesterdae was sent to so many banks and walked till feet got blister and wats more still get ticked off after doin pple favours...wat is the whole gettin to...so ridiculous...cant stand it man~!!...
and wats more is in stored for me...a bloody black morning...mgr gimmi black face somemore...im a human being also rite...humans do make mistake..who doesn't...really totally...wat the heck man~!!...
glad dat tml is the fri and itz gonna be weekend again...
but sad to say tt my 2 good clicks at work is gonna be their last dae at work...
im goin to began to get bored again...
"Take one day at a time!!"