Twelve Mths Ago

12 months ago todae....i said yes to someone....this someone has changed me a little...i've learnt to be more patient and understanding....to think for others...
Gab and me celebrated our first year together yesterdae at the esplanade where we first got together....it felt like a long journey and somehow it also felt like it juz happened yesterday all over again....hiak hiak....was really nice though the whole programme was quiet and slow....we knew we need some quiet time together when we oni get to meet once a week....i received 3 presents from gabbie and i gave him one but i noe he like it a lot...it was wat he wanted...the first item i got was a bouquet of roses it was suppose to be 12 stalks...1 for each month but the auntie who sold him cheated him of 1 stalk...hahaa....2nd one was a i-pod mini...i was so shocked....din expected it.....and lastly a similar lookin watch that i bought for him....hahaa....so coincidence....
i really did enjoyed myself.....
And i hope the future would look brighter for us....

*Happy 1st Year Gabbie!*

loooOng Weekend

a long weekend indeed it was.....i had quite an adventure before the start of the weekend....let's begin w fridae i shall...i tot it was goin to be a slow dae for me....but it juz had to spoiled...my boss called me over to the office and hand me loads of amendments to do...and told me that i had to complete it by the end of the dae....WTH...super pissed off...to cut the story short....i was told that if i couldn't finish my work i gotta come back on sat...for goodness sake itz the start of a long weekend and i still gotta cm back on a sat...moreover i alreadi plans on sat and i mean the whole dae....had a mission to complete....haha...

Saturday
and so i told a 'big' lie in order to "escape" from goin back on sat...not gonna say wat lie i said coz i dun wanna bring harm to myself....sat was the dae im goin to make cheesecake....and i mean i MAKE cheesecake...ok dun laugh at me....doesn't mean that i dun cook i cant make a cake k....i din have the baking accessories so i gotta go to wendy's....my good pal was willing to wake up early in the morning to accompany me to cold storage to get all necessary stuff and went back to her dad's motor shop to start my mission "possible"....yes!!...there's a kitchen in the workshop....ahahah...it was so fun....i have never make a cake before....coz it was for gabbie's birthdae...that's y....hee hee....and i realised actually there's 2 kinds of cheesecake....one type is the baked cheesecake and other doesn't need to be baked....the one i made it the non-baked one...will post up the picture of the cake when im free-er yah....so after the mixing and pounding the whole mixture was finally done and poured it into the Heart-shaped stencil....and put it in the fridge to set....left for 2 and a half hours....and off we went to buy lunch for everyone....when we came back i juz sit ard den i make the chocolate fudge and do the wordings....my hands were shaking....never did wordings on cakes before....but was fun....after doin the wordings...gotta put back in the fridge to set again...so everything was done ard 3 plus in the afternoon....and good wendy did her last duty to send me home coz i was like a super auntie carrying so many bundles with me....

Sunday
the usual go to church routine...and was gonna meet gab for dinner with his parents to celebrate his bd....so after placing the cake "made-with-heart-and -soul" into a nice transparent container and head down to his place....hhaha...the surprise wasn't a surprise for long...coz he guessed wat i would do...but glad he like it...hee hee..his mum said was nice too...hmmm...that gave me a boost to wanna MAKE somemore...hahaha...
gab's dad and bro went for a movie so we gotta wait for the time to meet them at taka for dinner...we had COCA steamboat at taka...the steamboat was alrite...very family kinda dinner...hahah...den after that we went separate ways as gab and me was goin to watch Star Wars at lido...we were early...so we sat at the preview area...
Star Wars wasn't as great as i expected it to be...sadz....dun like wat have developed in the movie....sky walker has become darth rader....haiz...
Anw it was an enjoyable evening spent together.....we rarely could watch late movies together.....after the show i was tired so we headed hm....but we chatted for awhile before heading to bed...and i dun wanna be reminded wat stupid stuff i said that nite....hmph~!!!!.....
glad he likes the cheesecake...

Not forgeting
*Happy Birthday dear Gabbie~!!!*

InComplEte

"Incomplete"

Empty spaces fill me up with holes

Distant faces with no place left to go

Without you within me I can’t find no rest

Where I’m going is anybody’s guess

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you

I’m awake but my world is half asleep

I pray for this heart to be unbroken

But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Voices tell me I should carry on

But I am swimming in an ocean all alone

Baby, my baby

It’s written on your face

You still wonder if we made a big mistake

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you

I’m awake but my world is half asleep

I pray for this heart to be unbroken

But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go

I don’t wanna make you face this world alone

I wanna let you go (alone)

I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you

I’m awake but my world is half asleep

I pray for this heart to be unbroken

But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete

Incomplete

++Procrastinate++

I AM NOT PROCRASTINATING!!!!.....hmmm...okie i am....did OT for whole d*** week...from mon to sat...was so worn out by work that i didn't hv time to blog...
recently read in the papers that bloggers are being eyed on wat kinda opinion is expressed in their blogs....so we gotta watch wat we say though itz like a personal online diary...anw i hv nothing much to debate over here....itz juz a outlet for me to relief stress....
well....saturday was back in the office tryin to complete my stuff asap as my deadline is on wed....but i doubt i can finish on time....dunno wats gonna happen to me...but anw left office ard 2 plus and meet gab....we caught GUESS WHO which was showing for some time alreadi....it was a nice and humerous....starring Ashton Khuchter...he was pretty funny though....yest was juz a sit home sunday and a warm one....
and here i am now in the office....slacking a bit first before starting on my work...
okie for now....finish up my breakfast and start work....

THE AFTER MYTH

did quite a catchin up to the movies since the last dae of my exams on thurs.....here's a write up of some happenings...
after my last paper on thurs (which was a killer paper)...went to orchard to meet gabbie to watch KINGDOM OF HEAVEN at lido....itz a super long movie w fightings over land and differences between religions...i fell asleep in between the movie....haha....was too tired after 2 weeks of full force studying....the movie was boring but itz kinda inspirational to hold firm to ur religion...yup...den after tt we juz shop ard orchard area...itz been long time since we walked down orchard road....so we walked from lido all the way down to le meridien w the tot of havin genki sushi....but when we reached there...only do we noe the it has been closed down....so without any choice we head down to Fish & Co. at the glass house next to park mall....food was alrite...and there was a guy singing...so there's sort of a solo live band then...after dinner juz sat ard the istana area and went hm as i was to go back to work the next dae....sobz...
and so fri it was my first dae back at work after a 2 weeks study break...was actually glad that my colleagues at my client's place all misses me...keke...and 1 of them even arranged my table to welcome me back....hahah....that was sweet....and my colleagues was so onz that all of us decided to catch a movie after work....and we caught HOUSE OF WAX.....i was screaming the whole time thru...and colleagues were all laughing at me sayin that they wasn't frightened by the movie but by my screams....hahah....but the movie was really intense wha....all the killings and running and most of all the Waxing...the show was really exciting show....
juz right after examz caught 2 movies in a row...wow...haha.....was kinda tired but happy....finally could slack a little but i foresee lotz of OTs this month....so cant slack too much liao...gonna bring my mummy out for mother's dae dinner later....hope a fast and happy week ahead everyone~!!!

Mugging

there goes Labour day and the extra holiday....i started mugging into my notes like TODAE!!!....studying for my last paper which is on thurs....after my 2nd paper last thurs i haven touched my notes....my energy level seemed to have drained away after goin full force on MA and BF...haiz....but im tryin very hard to "ji zhong jin shen" to put in all my energy for this last and difficult paper....not to tok abt the lecturer for this subject...he's....no words to describe man...attend his lesson like u never attended like that....u go in blur u come out even blurrerr....
so now here am i burning the mid-nite oil till wed....think i'll go into recluse....
hitting back to my textbook now...and continue to be my own teacher....
I need moral support!!