no tot

itz another last dae of the month.......these few daes have been doin amendments after amendents....correcting other pple's mistakes....it can be so annoying sometimes....to find out the mistake and correct the entry all over again...haiz,...itz such a tedious process...
the past week went on alrite....but haven been able to wake up early as i usually do...dunno y...haha...guess started out on mon sleeping extremely late....but was alrite....chatted on the fone w gabbie till 3 plus in the morning on mon nite itself....therefore couldn't wake up in the morning....and it had a sorta dominoe effect that i juz couldn't wake up in the morning....bleh...~~...
and another thing is i lost the sense of HUNGER....felt like i haf acheive a level of ____....dunno wat u call that....can i say endurance?.....dun feel hungry these past few daes...i can dun feel hungry for the whole dae....wats happening....
this weekend goin for some bd celebration....
and one more thing....next week i gotta go back to my office...sob sob....not goin to my client's office...so terrible....dun wanna be back at my office....it wld be so super boring.....nobody toks there....im thinking how terrible i'll be....
wat ever it is....i juz hope i'll hv a better perspective of my office....
goin for lunch now....
ciao....~~~

my favourite song now....

"Beautiful Soul"

I don't want another pretty face

I don't want just anyone to hold

I don't want my love to go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I wanna chase

You're the one I wanna hold

I won't let another minute go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special

To you I'd be always faithful

I want to be what you always needed

Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

I don't want another pretty face

I don't want just anyone to hold

I don't want my love to go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I wanna chase

You're the one I wanna hold

I won't let another minute go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

Your beautiful soul, yeah

You might need time to think it over

But im just fine moving forward

I'll ease your mind

If you give me the chance

I will never make you cry c'mon lets try

I don't want another pretty face

I don't want just anyone to hold

I don't want my loveto go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

You're one I wanna chase

You're the one I wanna hold

I won't let another minute go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

Am I crazy for wanting you

Baby do you think you could want me too

I don't wanna waste your time

Do you see things the way I do

I just wanna know if you feel it too

There is nothing left to hide

I don't want another pretty face

I don't want just anyone to hold

I don't want my love to go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

You're the one I wanna chase

You're the one I wanna hold

I won't let another minute go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul

Your beautiful soul, yeah

Something About You

It's Good Friday todae and itz a holidae....means no work....this week was a bit of slow moving for me....
Yesterdae was the last dae of the "1 month not meeting" agreement between me and gabbie....it was my stupid idea for not meetin for one month as a test...however we learnt quite a fair bit of each other throughtout...but i dun think itz too healthy though to do that too often....haha....sometimes i juz wonder iszit a norm that couples muz meet often so as not to stray away from each other?.....think abt it....to me it would be a great acheivement if a couple could withstand anything even if itz not meeting like a few months?....how abt couples who are havin long distance relationships?.....hmmm....itz juz a thought though.....
Enough of tots....happenings of yester-nite....gabbie came to fetch me from work and gave me a surprise again....itz a stalk of rose.....(am i gettin a rose each time we meet?...hee hee)....but aniwae it was a pleasant surprise since we din meet like for a month....den we headed down to suntec to catch Miss Congenitiality 2....sandra bullock is still as stunning in her 40s....she doesn't look her age though....the whole show was funny but i dun sense the impact as i watched the first part last time....and so after the movie we head down to Cathedrel opposite CHIJMES as it was Maundy Thursday (the dae b4 good fridae)...i went down to say a short prayer....afterwhich i brought gabbie to Secret Garden to have our supper....without even havin dinner...haha....it has been a long time since we walked long distances together and we did it last nite...all done by walking....by the time we reached secret garden we were all sweaty....yucks**...however we got a cosy conner to settle in....chose a sofa which was all soft and comfy....we chatted as we had our supper....and i fell asleep in intervals....hiak hiak....was too comfortable and tired tts y....but nice things alwiz comes to an end fast....and it was time to head hm...so we went to get a cab....it was so difficult a stupid cab when all the cabbies are changing shift and last thing is someone snatchin a cab when u r juz abt to get it!!!>....and so we kept walking ahead so we could bypass all the peeps in front of us....haha...cunning but no choice....
gabbie got me a mp3 player from his visit to guang zhou....and so i was meddling wif it the whole nite figuring how to load songs in....after being an idiot for abt an hr plus den i figured out...haha....
and now here i am....penning down tots of yester-nite....
today's a boring and hot dae at hm....
hope tml will be better....
heading down to sch for lessons and later goin for my class BBQ.....
till den....
ciao~~

..:WenzZz Back:..-->>

Yozzz!!!...im back....after one whole week of absence...hiak hiak....do i sound better now?...haha...last week was alrite...things went slower but i still did OT...haha...last fri was my colleague's last dae so now im left on my own....and i gotta perform to the max man...this thurs will be the end of my 2 mths probation..wonder will i get a comfirmatio letter...hmmm....kinda lazy to job hop alreadi...im sorta settled down....
im still managing well wif sch and work....however examz are getting round the conner...so gonna start my engine and start studyin and keepin up again....
read thru some blogs earlier on and noticed most pple out there are enjoying life quite well....hmmm but not for me at the moment....itz not time for me yet i guess...coz i've choosen a hectic lifestyle...haah....
hai.....but anw i guess i'll go thru it wif pride and dignity....haha...chiem ah!...bleh~~...

..:WenzZz Out:..

I hereby declare that i will not be blogging for the next one week or so...this is one point in my life that i experience busy-ness NON-STOP....even an aeroplane gotta rest rite....stop for maintenance....yes...but not me.....workin and studyin and after studyin go back to workin...and after working back to studying....this is ever the first time i encounter and this is the experience i'll never forget....
Till then folks....will keep updated wats goin on soon~!!!
Get a Life~!!!

Juz Wrong Timing

everything is juz so wrong.......work and sch clashes BIG time since the last week of Feb....been like consistenly doin OT and it neva seems to end....Argh~!!....and wats more this week and the next im havin mid-term tests....cant take leave...k...i seem long-winded enough to keep repeating myself that i DO NOT have enough time to get everything done at the same time...i cant study during office hours....im too tired to study after office hours....i cant DUN do OT....i cant avoid the test....i really pray hard that a miracle would happen and that i will clear this mid-sem tests...no matter wat....im gonna bear with it....treat it without any feelins of angry and frustration....there u see...im sayin all out....
im now mugging into my notes...cant sleep too late though i want to....gotta wake up early tml...see wat i mean....
ciao for now...dun wanna waste anymore time...----_____----"

=??weekend??=

the past week for me was a shag.....though din do any OT durin the weekdays but i got sick on Thursday....went to work in the morning and everything was alrite until ard 10 plus tt i felt a sudden pain in my head...was unbearable and tts it...called up my boss and told her i was takin half dae and went straight to the doc....the doc diagnose me with stomach flu....was caused by virus and not anything that i ate was contaminated...gave me MC for thurs and fri...
and so yest i happily woke up feelin so carefree and tot i could finally have a long weekend and i can use it to study for my test next week....and juz somebody hav to take the needle to burst my bubble....my boss called to ask me back to the office todae to do OT...hello cant u see that im sickkk...though i oni haf 1 day of mc but itz a SATURDAY for heavens' sake....but anw i went back to office and guess wat time i left....at nearly 5PM....rushed to church and went for dinner....lucky dinner was a good one....was planning of burning min-nite oil to study...but dunno whether my body could take it...i'll juz try and c how...sharks....time isn't on my side....i really need more time...im sunday's gonna pass by in a swift and soon mondae comes and back to the routines....
but in order to reach my goal it gotta bear wif hardship now....like wat the sayin goes:"you reap wat you sow"....im gonna add fertilizer to wat im sowing now....gonna 200% no matter wat...
thought abt my goal these few daes...in the past i was thinkin after i get my degree i'll juz sit back and relax and juz concentrate on my career juz be a satisfied employee takin salary at the end of every month...but something striked me and i changed my mindset now....
now my plan is after my degree i'll take my CPA(Certified Public Accountant) Australia and later take another paper to be recognised in Singapore...work in a CPA firm for 3 years as they so called apprentience....den i can get a lisence to practice as a public accountant...so wat can i name my firm...erm...Genevieve Zeng & Co....oooo.....that sounds a long way ahead of me...i dun even noe how long do i haf to take to complete the CPA australia papers....but anw that's my goal now...and that's my driving force to keep me goin....that's my long-term goal....my path is still rocky....i juz hope the path would lay out smoother for me.. .. .. .. ..

bleh...below are some back dated pics....

Day 15 of CNY: dinner at hm...yum yum...had my fav crab...

Day 15 of CNY: after mixing the Yu Sheng

my cousins from bangkok who came over for the chinese new year....here is me sending them off at the airport...

2nd dae of new year...preparing to go visiting...im wearin my long awaited "red red" new year top....

this is the after dressing up....but too bad the pic is a bit dark...

2nd dae of new year...preparing to go visiting...im wearin my long awaited "red red" new year top....

Christmas 2004: opening of presents on xmas day morning...as min was sick the nite b4...here are me min & sam

**+DaDDy's burfdae+**

itz my daddy's burfdae todae....the first dae of march...haha....gave a red packet as present this year....din noe wat to get for me....so i think wat i did was the most practical...hiak hiak...at least i could gif something meaningful...at least to me...but sad to say i got classes this evening if not can celebrate a proper burfdae for my dad....
overtired over last week...hopefully this week would not be so harsh....next 2 wek would be my mid-term test...and i juz started a tiny weeny bit of my revision oni....ain't it great....and after mid-term test...not long after would be the main exam in april....im considering whether i should go into hibernation this 2 months...????....hmmm.....i'll think abt it....