---*Happy 21st to myself*---

juz revived my blog back to its normal condition....before i noe it itz 1 plus alreadi...and its my burfdae...hahah...so happy to receive a call from my best fren sam, all the way from Brisbane....called to wish me happy burfdae...next was mingli...she actually wasn't goin to stay up to wish me but she did in the end...so touched by her....and she has got early flight somemore hav to wake up early....followed a string of well wishes from my click and frenz...din expect pple to remember and even msg me when the clock strike 12...msges came a minute after the next...really appreciate all their efforts...
so finally din with my blog..im gonna sleep now if not im not goin to be able to wake up tml...
gonna wish myself a Happy 21st Birthday again~!!...hee hee...

Celebrations.. ..

celebrated my advance 21st burfdae yesterday in a chinese restuarant...invited my dearest best fren sam but missed out mingli coz she was on flight...so sad that she couldn't be there....my click came too...all of them...so happy...so long din get to see them and they were as usual the most noisiest lot of all...managed to invite mingli's click angie and jack too...glad that they could make it...my colleague and oso my click in the office also came...haha...i was a happy gal that day...the dinner was a gift from my daddy and i really appreciate him for this gift and suggesting this idea of celebrating my 21st burfdae...guess this would be the last ever so elaborate celebration i'll ever experience in the next few years....age is catching up and itz so scary to think of that.....
glad that everyone that i invited came and spend this important point of my life with me...
i gotta receive lotz of presents too...all nice and meaningful presents that i can remember....good thing i got myself a scrapbook to let everyone pen down their well wishes for me...itz a book that will remind me of my youth and journey towards my adulthood...i juz hope my road wouldn't be so rocky....

todae is my parents' 22nd wedding anniversary....special occasions are all a day away...my actual burfadae is 2 daes away and im so anxious abt it...as usual went to morning mass and after that my dad brought us to Marriot hotel for lunch to celebrate their anniversary...wow!!..the chinese restaurant, Wan Hao, was so posh...nicely laid tables and chair covered down to the leg...hahha....and soft piano music...food comes in small portions and erm of course the cost of the dishes goes with it...1 siew mai cost a dollar and ninety cents...but it was worth eating...the food was nice...after that we juz stroll down to Tangs for window shopping....and then over to taka...taka haf since been a favourite spot for shopping for my dad...dunno y...he juz love goin there....got a chance to enter those boutique in the other Tower in taka (i dunno which tower)....went in to Gucci and tired on their shoes which cost like 500 to 700 bucks per pair....hahah....but i dun think i'll buy such ex shoes...juz hav the fun of tryin on...entering a few of the shops my mum and i feel so tired...as we slept quite late the nite b4...we felt like we were sleep walking the whole time...haha....so we convince my dad to bring us home....the funny part is when we all reached hm....3 of us fell asleep in the living room sleepin the sofa...hahah....feels like children in the child care centre....
itz been raining the whole so we were too lazy to eat out...so my dad and i went to buy food back for dinner and enjoyed red wine at hm...dat was nice.... collected the photographs that i took the nite b4...was...not too bad the pics...will upload the pics after i scan them...i din use digi cam (coz no digi cam ma..hee hee...)....

done wif this entry at last....pics gonna be up soon....till den...ciao~~~....

Mummy's BirthDay

todae's my dearest mummy's burfday....glad that she's happy wif the cake i bought for her...
i shall start wif the events of yesterday....last nite stayed over at my aunty's place...the whole nite was so adventurous that i fell into coma when i reached hm this afternoon....firstly me and my mum shared one single mattress wif a queen size blanket...den we were sleepin beside my grandaunt....the thing is that she'a a bit dementia....and so the whole nite she keep disturbing my mum by poking her once every half an hour if not she will hit her lightly on her back....so my mum was like moving ard the whole nite so i couldn't get any sleep...secondly my aunt was snoring the whole time....the moment she goes into her sleep she'll start to snore....that keeps me from even falling asleep though i was so so tired....thirdly my aunt's sickening dog keep barking the whole nite...and he alwiz chooses the rite time to bark....when im abt to fall asleep....so great rite....that was the events of last nite....and i gotta wake up like 6 plus in the morning coz my grandaunt is goin to have her baptism in the mandarin mass....wah...was really tiring man....
after mass my dad came over to fetch us for lunch at goodwood park hotel in the chinese restaurant Min Kuang...food was not too bad and the captain was very helpful and we commended him for his efficient and excellent customer service....the whole i was sort of the photographer...haha....keep taking pictures...quite fun though....after sending my aunty and grandaunty hm...we went hm....
i went right straight to my bed without even unpacking my bag....that was how tired i am....woke up ard 5 plus and laze ard at hm and we went down to ps for dinner at crystal jade...our favourite eatin place in ps...haha....did some groceries and went hm.....that's it for the dae....
and now here not eager for tml to come....

oli rocks

Öli~!StÉady Pôm Pi Pi.. ..

my spirit was dampened wif the results of the sg idol tonite....olinda's exit is so shocking....her vocals improved a lot and was beginning to like her........was pinning on talfik and olinda to be the final 2....at the beginning my hot fave is sly but i c him dragging down week after week...kinda sick and tired of his wink wif the side point...guess that's the trick to make teenagers drool and melt over him more....talent wise i think he dun fit the bill...for now his x-factor is signalling him his time has come....watever it is i hope talfik was win the title...he really made tremendous improvement in his vocals and stage presence which is wats important to be an idol....if you cant capture the audience how can you even bring yourself to stand on stage to present or be comfortable...though oli is out now...she still ROCKS~!!....
had a hectic dae at work todae....lots of orders and in-suitable candidates....thats was i reaped after placing adverts after adverts in the newspaper....one minute im workin on a perm position and the other minute i gotta work on temp positions....i think my boss really thinks im superwoman who has two brains and two pair of hands....though i can multi-task but i guess this is too much for me to handle....older pple cant get jobs while younger pple was high pay....im quite surprise that wif the unemployment rate so high pple are still so choosy wif their jobs....on the other hand some companies aren't payin well either...so balance it up this in turns results in high unemployment rate....dun the government see that....find that the governemnt are doin redundant changes to facilities that are somehow i find it uncalled for....i better not comment too much juz in case i go overboard.....
will be staying at my aunts place for the weekend...so i gotta go do some packie....
in the meantime i shall be in search for better reason for living....

caught influenza.....down wif stuffy nose, blocked nose, blocked on the left side, feelin hot and cold at the same time, headache...wats happening.....
gettin sick and tired....
life's so meaningless.....the more each dae passes the more i dunno wat im living for.....
can someone tell me???.......
i somehow feel i should get more seriously ill...haha....
im gettin crazy.....
maybe coz of the medicine i took that made me drowsy...and sprouting nonsense now....

My BeSt Fren'S BirThDay!!

todae is mingli's 21st birthdae but her mood hasn't been quite good....and she wasn't looking forward to work tml....hmmm...i cant help her much coz i myself isn't too in the mood to go work tml either....felt so helpless...tried to console her but doesn't seem of much help...
i was traumatised the whole of last fridae as something not very nice happened in the office that morning....got a sickening call call from a mad woman scolding vulgar language at my boss.....and things juz happen so coincidently that each time that idiotic woman calls my boos would be on the line so i gotta ans that stupid call and suffer her (my boss's) s***~!!!....was really so scared till i was so scared that crazy woman would come up to the office to look for my boss and i was searching for which coner to hide if she comes....though last week i've been awarded wif holidays but i think i din spend each holidae well enough.....i rather i din haf those holis and go back to work...im not paid for holis man....cant complaining but this is the only source of venting my frustration....
all my frenz ard me doesn't seem too happy wif work either....guess this is all the experiences young growing adults face...itz a phase that everyone need to go thru no matter wat....
LIFE SUCKS~!!!!!.....wats goin on man.....each time i goes to work wif a button turned on as if someone has set a menu in me of all the tasks to do for the dae....working in monotone....sounds great doesn't it....(yeah~ rite!)....
in abt a week and a half would be my burfdae....will be holding it in a chinese restaurant and haf invited frenz...hope everything will go smoothly as planned....cant believe im turning 21 and the key to freedom will be mine....~~~~Will it?(wondering'')....
im tired for now.....
Programme for tml has been set....Press start tml and i'll be off to do my task....(Hurray~!!)....-_-"

Finål 4

itz deepavali todae...juz feel that itz a bit inapporiate to hv public holidaes in the middle of the week and the thought of goin back to work tml is terrible....feelin sian and bored...
woke up at 10am todae coz my mind juz couldn't wake my body up...chat over the phone w gab for almost 2hrs and i fell asleep in bt and wake up again...and i noe i do tok a lot of rubbish when im half alseep....so embarressing...haha...anw since wakin up late...went to hakwer to have brunch b4 heading down to centrepoint...main motive was to get a new pair of jeans coz my dad got a 50 bucks levis voucher...so i couldn't find anything suitable there thus end up not buying anything...so sad.....
later on we juz bought some groceries and went hm...bought chicken sausages,honey glazed chicken back for tea break...soon after i knocked off in bed after chatting wif gab again...think he's got the voice like a lullaby...ahhah...alwiz makes me sleep...opps~!!(sorrie)....slept at ard 4 and i end up waking up ard nearly 7...wow that long and my mum told me that i sleeep toked!!!!...dats bad too....wat am i becoming?...gosh~!!....
after i woke up went to kitchen and i greeted my mum Gd Morning~!!..ahah...can u believe it?....im getting weird...next up was sg idol....tonite's genre was asian pop and sad to say i feel all 4 din do their best...though i sly was a bit fake in his performance tonite...but i tot daphne was ok but a bit risky too...guess she's goin hm tml but anything can happen...talfik was not safe tonite...din really get in the groove wif his songs tonite...olinda was safe but i wasn't blown away wif her choice of songs tonite...actually itz the genre...tonite's genre s*** big time man...juz cannot make it....and wats more most of ken's comment was like huh~~~...wats he tryin to say...
now my eyes is wide open....but i think im still able to sleep...if not how to live up to my name of Sleepin Beauty...hiak hiak~!!....nitez!

wonderFul

had a enjoyable dae todae....but am too tired to elaborate....
will be back to update soon...:
im back!
hmmm...let me recall..oh yar..rem...woke up very early this morning....for once in a blue moon again...was goin to meet gab for breakfast...had Hans....feelin was nice to haf things moving at a slower pace...at least for me i felt that morning things was goin alrite for me...den head up to the office on time...work was fine the whole dae...
and in the evening meet gab again for evening....sounds weird does it?...no itz not...he was so anxious to bring me to the jap restaurant that he went wif his parents to dine the other dae...told me die die muz try ah~!!!.....like a food frantic and even got an vip card...hah....the jap restaurant is at the starhub building at orchard...in my opinion it was alrite...however...k maybe itz juz my taste buds..i prefer the restaurant which is at PS....hee hee...sorrie gabbie but i appreciate the thought of bringing me there...
after dinner we went down to the newly renovated roof terrece at the esplanade...actually they juz add some grass and flowers to make it look like a sky garden....quite alrite...e whole time i stood at the balcony to watch the skyline of the nite...was so nice to see all the building wif lights along the business district...the feelin was like i owned the whole land...this is my land...muah hahah~!!....it was great and we chatted for a while...but too bad i was too full and couldn't take in desert...
hope more opportunities like this will come by...at least to keep me away from the busy lifestyle!

=Great as it Is=

juz came out from a cold shower a while ago....todae was quite alrite for me...meet gab in the late afternoon and also got to meet up sam and nick at cineleisure...wanted to catch a movie together but tickets were sold out before we queued halfway....and orchard was packed wif pple todae esp cine...guess coz of the sg idols makin appearance again and i saw long strings of teenagers sitting on the floor queueing for them to arrive juz for their autographs....though i do follow closely to sg idols but not as crazy as these youngsters...haah....
since was so crowded we decided to head down to taka to haf dinner instead...we had crystal jade and i was good...i actually tried the dishes that i dun normally will order there...thanks to sam for recommending...love the cuttle fish wif pepper and salt...(hmmm....did i got it rite?...haha)...i was so happy to see sam and nick...so long din get to c old frenz alreadi these daes where everyone's so busy wif their stuff....
after dinner nick suggested that we could go down to great world city if we want to catch a movie...so we went down to GW and catch shark tale....that movie really de-stressed me....laugh my whole way thru...really funny show....peeps wif hectic lifestyle should watch...i gif shark's tale 4 popcorns out of 5..
after the show we went our separate ways coz sam's goin hm to play majong...and nick joined her....i din feel like goin hm yet coz it was like oni 9.30 so we went down to ps there to chit chat....boy the conversation was interesting but i shall keep it to myself...hahah...den went hm at ard 11 plus...there was like too much mosquitoes..my feet keep itching...
aniwae i had a gd time todae...hope i can get more of life like this....

shark tale rockz~!

::Brrrr Itz cold in hEre::

itz a dark, cloudy and rainy day.....the weather haf been like this since Nov started...too bad no snow in spore if not it would the best part of time of the year....envy of those who could experience snow at this time of the year....
this week hasn't been really rough for me...so i guess i'll haf to be thankful wif wat i have now...
sometimes i juz wonder time really past so fast that itz alreadi coming to the end of the year...so many things have changed...at least for me...when i sit down and think it was like juz the beginning of 2004 and now....itz gonna be 2005 in 2 mths time.....suddenly was juz pondering abt all my frenz birthday and this year everyone is turning 21....so many 21s are becoming adults...young men and women...time really files...
wats gone into me....lookin back on all the things i've done in the past with old frens and new frenz...i missed them all...primary sch daes where all i do is mastering the different games that children play while waiting for the time for lesson to start....secondary sch daes where im so proud to be in a class which is popularly known to make teachers cry and sad...wreaked so much havoc den...but it was fun........
on the other hand....lookin back has itz pros and cons...haha...weird...wats got into me these daes...
haven been in much contact wif my old frenz lately maybe that's y old memories r flashing back to me.....
watever it is.....

Wat if

wat if....the world comes to an end todae at this very moment?...
hmmm...seems to be pondering whether wat if things didn't turn out the way it should be...wat would happened?..
the moment i woke up todae..the first thing i did was to flip the newspaper to check who was elected as president for america....i was relieved to see bush's face at the front cover and gif a Phew~! that he won...dun like the kerry face...opps....hope i won't be committing anything by giving my comments here....so i tot...~~~wat if the votes turned against bush?...that country is in great danger...think i've more confidence in bush than errr(u noe)........
the second issue that kept me thinkin is the little gal's case...yar huang na's case...i really feel so sad for her...i dun understand how could that guy do that to her....she's a gal with such great bright future and it got ruin by him...Wat if she din come down to singapore to study...she would still be alive in her hometown.....wats goin on these daes...wats wrong wif everybody....
Is the world coming to end?...wats goin to happened next?....sometimes i juz look around me and feel everyone ard is bad!!!...there's so much evil in this world....where are all the good guys?....
No matter wat...life goes on....and juz look on the brighter side of life to move on.....

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am tired today....coz was utterly busy in the office the whole dae...din even get a chance to go out for lunch and had to get my colleague to buy lunch back for me...
after work rushed to church for service...practically took up up the whole evening...hmm...i noe itz not nice to complain abt goin to church..but itz juz that im tired man~!!...oo...
actually got a chance to meet mingli and sam but end up couldn't make it man....so sick....was alreadi moody when im stuck at a place liao...wats more was having late dinner...a hungry man is an angry man"!....everyone noes that...
followed on by some mis-communication bt gab and me...and we both dun noe wats wrong wif ourselves...anw its a small matter...
gotta sleep now...expecting another busy dae tml...hope no committments tml so i can go hm straight after work...
ZZzzzzz.........

Back @ Work

boss's out for lunch....so am slacking for a while....first dae back at work after a week of offs coz of exams....so bored...no phone calls...lots of job orders to work on but dunno where to begin...a bit confusing so doin some silly admin stuffs for the time being....working back to full time hours....feelin a bit of listless and restless todae....
okie im dumb....typin all sorts of silly thoughts and co-notations....
hiak hiak~!!....guess im back to lookin thru resumes now....ciao~~~