where is the TIME?

after 2 hurdles of tests for the past 2 weeks i have been thinking of a bunch of stuff to do....there is like 101 things to do but there isn't enough time to do them....

i want a revamp....so bored with myself.....monotone lifestyle...that's not me!!!...i want more....i see people.....doing interesting stuff everyday...sometime i ponder if i chose the wrong path and am i regreting it now?....there must be a purpose in everything you do.....but why do people regret sometimes?.....is there no turning back??.....why there's so many questions but there's no answer to it....how to accomodate yourself if u want to do different things at different point of time of your life?....is there enough time?

why am i thinking so much?....
because i do not have time to research for my upcoming project and it is going to be due in a few weeks time (research have not started).....
because i feel all tired out rushing to school 3 times a week after work and reaching home late and couldn't sleep at night and cannot wake up the next morning for work....routine stuff...
because i have been postponing my facial appointment for months and since pimples have been breeding non-stop.....
because i see people going for holidays and i can't....
because i see people able to relax at least a few times a week and i can't....
because i haven't been able to spend time with my best friends....
because i don't know if i'm doing something i like now......
because i am tired of my lifestyle now....

any remedy.....i really do not know.....

can someone tell me.....

<::Break Out::>

felt a little sigh of relief now that CA test is over for the moment....but not that i can jump and shout out with joy....the exams are yet to come....and projects....the weekends didn't seem like weekends to me....because all i did was study....mugging is the word
today marks the first day that gab is away from singapore for 1 month and also our anni....it would a good test for both of us....hmmmm....yup....though sad i know i can be as independent as i was before....girl power!!!....
and yes....i gotten mc for today and tomorrow but i shall be a good employee to go back to work....yeash!!!....im that good, okay....
gonna go take my beauty rest now!!!
Be back....

i will wait... ...

started studying CA since yesterday but till now...i only finished revising one (1) chapter....i don't know why the slack but im just too tired and sleepy....each time i see a lot of words i get the sleepy and dreamy mood....totally no mood....so i decided to blog to take a break....

Events of friday:
after sai-kanging at the client's place i was asked to go back to my own office first....i know what's the commotion about even without asking...must be to clarify why all the mistakes...took a cab from science park and was on the highway at harbour front and when i look out from the cab i saw the cable cars so decided to take a view from there....



after a short talk with the boss i went back over to my usual client's office....haha....felt so good to be back to where i belong....everyone said i seem vanished from the earth for this week....because of all the stupid sai-kang stuff i had to do and going to client's place and stuff....this week of work also made me felt like i have not been to work these days...


when reaching back at the office for the second half of the day....the level of mood for working dash down to zero....so i was busy doing up wendy's present....took the purple glue to make some design....it's a puzzle behind the frames....i like it very much but the quality of the puzzle wasn't too good....but i still like the final product...hope wendy likes it too....


was to meet wendy for dinner to celebrate her quiet 21st at one fullerton...was to meet her at 7pm at esplanade but she was one hour and fifteen minutes late...hah...but can't get angry coz she's the birthday gal...was roaming around at suntec with gab and came across this nice top....and bought it...hee hee....i truely agree with the fact that whenever you purposely looking for something you'll not find it but when you are not looking for the thing it just appears....
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Event this mid-morning:


gab is to leave for his thailand exercise so we meet up for a while...and i can't send him off at the airport coz it's too early in the morning....gonna miss you for this one month....sob sobz...

BAD DAY

when you are having a bored day or moodless to work....these are some of the things you can do.....not that i mean that you should follow if you are really that satisfied with your job....

was at the science park client place again....did all the routine stuff and what i got after i left work was numerous calls from my boss and her sister looking for when i was having lesson in school....look for me for wat?.....because the client got 3 more entries for me to key into the system....WTH!!!!...and also sent me lots of sms-es to return call....nothing can describe my work week this week.....it is totally HORRENDOUS (dun noe if it's spelled correctly, i dun care either)....when i returned the call....i was asked to go down first thing in the morning at 8.30am to make the necessary changes then after which go back to town office....i freaked out man....this is what you get when you work for people....i swear by myself i'll not want to work for people if i can make it on my own....

laugh at these silly pictures for all you want!!



it don't bother me 'cause im having a BAD DAY!

you know you had a good day when...

you are going to meet your loved one for the evening to end the chapter for the day.....

i did sai kang job in the morning....and as soon as i finished "it"....i quickly run back to my other office in fear of given another sai kang job.....guess i can give myself a sai kang title for this week....this week hasn't been quiet for me....tml going to science park once more...haiz....gonna bore my day thru again...just hope my day would be a smooth one tml....lucky wendy came to have lunch with me this afternoon...so nice of her...

enough of the sad stuff...now for the happy stuff....gabbie came to meet me at my office as usual and we had already decided to have dinner at The Pasta Cafe at Takashimaya....

And so it goes.. ..First up....

my dish of spaggetti with beef steak....the most satisfying pasta i have eaten...the cheese over it super-delicious....it's all i always wanted....melted cheese in between and all over...i wanted to add somemore cheese but decided not too....my diet mission is going to start soon so i don't wanna spoil my plan...



then was Gabbie's food....the name of the dish is something something vongole...there's white wine added...not bad too....they give lots of la la....(la lal la la la la.....)



lastly was the desert....Blueberry Desire....yummy yummy!!....it was super perfect with lots of blueberries inside...there's a scoup of villiana and cookies n cream ice-cream...at the bottom was chocolate sauce with cornflakes....so so nice....we finished everything...



juz a little peek at the coffee bar....the setting was just like olden days....

after a food filled dinner...we just walked around and drop by Kinokuniya....then headed home....so tired....

after reaching home.....to my surprise....my new Levis square-cut jeans was altered after 2 months of lying on the sewing machine....so happy....

happy girl jumps for joy!!!

how can end the day without leaving a trace....Take One first....

Then Happy Girl end with a Final Big Smile!!...(*Twist!!*..*twists the fingers together*)

sai kang-ing

yesterday was a sai kang day for me.....my job scope was to just do typing....type what?.....2 years of tax exam papers and solutions.....hmmmm....i forgot to count how many tables i have inserted in Microsoft Words.....haiz should have counted....i have to thank my boss for giving me the opportunity to refresh my typing skills and also the use of tables in Microsoft Words (i know nuts about inserting tables in MS Words previously)......and also my typing skills have improved tremendously due to continous typing non-stop for the whole day of course a break for lunch....now i could stare at the computer screen and type a few sentences without looking at the keyboard....

i don't think i have to mood to work today.....my mind is just financial planning....having the test this evening...Wish me luck that i can complete the paper of 100 MCQ in 2 hrs....

~~~Test Test Test Test Test Test~~~

National Day Rally

the preparations of the national day rally aired while i was having my dinner just now....it showed how the stage was put up and interview several high position people in the society to talk about Singapore and give their views on how Singapore should progress....to me....it's all the same every year.....the same process would repeat and maybe just a few new topics to add on....where there were new happenings around the world....

the tv channels are all blocked by the speech....i just had dinner and now nursing a full stomach....argh~!!!...nothing to do....so i blog....but there's really nothing to blog about today....such a boring weekend....i spent my weekend studying for my coming term test on tues....and you know what...i'm not done yet....still have got 1 more topic to go....but im not sure of myself...it's really scary....how i wish i've nothing in my mind to worry about....and i can be a happy girl....

Why do adults worry so much?
Why there is so many things to worry about?
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lousy week

finally the end of the work week....(at the moment)....but the routine will start again soon because weekends always fly by so quickly....been sleeping late for the first time in continous four nights.....and this is how i looked on a friday morning when the office so quiet....

















still not wanting to start work....i laze around first....see the file behind me it's not even open and itz like around 9 plus liaoz....muah hahaha....
















then the next step make the table look messy as if very busy and look like doing work....then i went to prepare my breakfast....*hand covers mouth laughing*...
















the 'keep out' sign was a present from my cousin....it's to warn people to stay away from my table but erm....i guess there wasn't any use....then i hand the bear which my assistant gave me on her last day....sad looking bear...

















waited and waited for the time to pass and soon it was lunch time....went to amara food court and walked 3 rounds then finally settled down with what to eat...decided to take a picture first because i've never seen any stall would give such big saba fish for a set which cost $5....worth eating...maybe it's not clear but i was amazed that the fish tail would curl upwards so nicely when fried!!!..haha..

okay!!...enough of crapping....i gotta go study my financial planning mid-term test....100 MCQ in 2 hrs....sob sob...

sleepy...tired...sleepy

been sleepin late since monday....i shiok can...after class go home still can catch up on some tv....my dad rented DVDs again on Hong Kong drama serials.....local channels all cannot make it....shows all sucks one....moreover my family loves HK shows....dialoge is funny and cantonese smooth...nice....that's why been sleeping like at 1 or 2am...last night was 2 plus....so for consecutive 2 mornings i just couldn't wake up...like not enough sleep.....keep thinking it's not a working day....

at work....the rushy period has passed at the moment....doing work so slowly till i keep falling asleep...especially around 3 plus in the afternoon my eyes will start to get heavy...

Things i did consecutively theses days:
~ watched late tv for 2 nights
~ wake up late for 3 mornings
~ fall asleep in the office for 2 afternoons
~ ate Yong Tau Foo for 2 lunches
~ attend class for 2 evenings
~ slept in the toilet for 1 afternoon >@<

Sunshine after the Rain (Storm)

i feel like a small kid all over again yesterday when i went to the underwater world....hahaha....but first i went to work ....and a heavy load is taken off my shoulders......you know why???.....coz i finally finalised half year's accounts....after thurs incident my boss toks to me nicely....hmmmmm.....i don't take that man.....i've seen enough....okie not to spoil my mood....finally was able to leave office at 1.30pm yest and go on with my planned schedule..

went to sim lim square to check out price for camera....im aiming for a ixus 50....but to my horror it was a total chaos for me.....everywhere i went flyers are put in front of my face and the sales pple juz give you a heck care look....gab told me that they know how to see if the person is really buying or not....but gotta check out the price mah....anyway gonna save up more....been spending quite a lot lately but i dunno wat i end up spending on....hahah....

after sim lim was to head down to harbour front....been wanting to go underwater world since june but was too busy....so i finally got a chance....went into sentosa by bus....boy it was packed...hahah
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Below are some of the pictures:



the orange thingy if i still remember is a spiecs of sea horse....some parts of the fins will move continously....very cute....i was amazed

the black spiky creature (sorry i forgot the name..hee hee...) gotta be careful...most divers get poked by them found deep down on the sea bed.

and there was the shark's embryo....so nice...at the last stage i could see the baby shark moving inside

then there was jelly fish and a snail-like thing with a head like a frog...i think

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there was more pictures but all are in gab's camera....these are from my hp...after that we juz crossed over to siloso beach to choose wat to eat....and we settled down at sakae shushi.....

i dunno wat was i tryin to do...haha

we juz keep taking photos not wanting to eat....muah hahaah...and gab shot a silly video of me and he keep laughing....den finally home sweet home.

i shed angry tears.. ..

i dunno how to begin this one....

yesterday my day ended in tears of anger....my day was fine all along when my boss checked wif me of the ongoin amendments i was doin...i oni finished the amendments towards the end of the dae....to cut the story short i was accused of not using initiative....and for the freaking last time...i hate to explain myself over and over again.....

okie....let's not be lazy here.....i shall say the whole story and nothing but the truth....kay....i was doin GST amendments and was supposed change the account code of all transactions with gst to standard rated which is (S)....i was taught this way....my ex-colleague told me that as long as i changed the code to (S) the tax amount which the now 5% gst will appear when the report is printed....i was so suay that when i printed the gst report all the standard rated amounts gst wasn't calculated.....therefore i went to call my boss to ask why.....and she juz jumped on me.....asking me wat was i doin the whole dae????......HELLO.....i was doin amendments the whole damn day......imagine correcting work from jan to jun.....it is not funny you noe!!!....she was so pek chek till she ask me to try to do again....but it was 6pm alreadi and i told her that i need to rush to sch alreadi.....den she flared up say that i dun haf a sense of urgency......how do i freaking take this down my throat man!!>.....is comin back every saturday burning my weekend in the office called NO SENSE OF URGENCY????.....you tell me this......and then she comes telling me that i dun have the common sense to add the gst amt manually.....i couldn't take it anymore that i started to defend for myself.....explaining nicely at first that i was taught that as long as i put the (S) code it would be done....wat if i put the (S) code and manually add the gst amt and the end result comin out double.....it will be my fault again....is that so????.....and i told her straight on the face...:"will i be so stupid to purpose make mistakes from jan to jun and end up correcting all the mistakes again.....i mean correcting mistakes for 6 mths accounts is NO JOKE!!!!"....she kept quiet......and she goes by sayin that:"i tot u got a diploma so you will hav the sense to do the right thing...."......hello do you noe that wat you learn in school does not apply to real work......if getting a diploma is so great den i would have been a millionare or a billionare for that matter.....was so angry that i started to tear.....and i looked away from her....she then told me to continue tml and left......i was super pissed till i cried....my tears juz couldn't be controlled.....my colleagues freaked out till they kept quiet.....all silence in the office....one bad thing follows another.....i was like late it was 6.30 when i left the office so i called for a cab....was given the cab number and i went downstairs......waited for like a whole 15mins and the stupid cab stil have not arrive....i called comfort again and the operator can tell me that the driver made a mistake by picking up another passenager......i made a fuss that i was alreadi late for class and the operator soothe me by telling me a replacement cab is on the way....holding to the fone and telling me where is the driver now........

it was a bad day for me.. ..

Post National Day

national day is over means a day of rest is gone too....went to science park todae to another client's place....neva get any rest....start work the moment i put down my bag....was called up to go back to office at the end of the dae....sometimes i wonder has my boss lost some screws in her brain....i really want to know.....dun understand wat she thinks....so i rushed thru work over there and went back to office nearly five and start printing GST reports for her.....i noe the moment i start printing reports the worst is to come befalling on me....i ran up and down, to and fro from one office to another think about 4-5 times...meaning i took the lift up and down in total abt 20 times (if you count 2 times on each lift).....and i had to cross the road and walk and climb stairs wif my high heels....and not forgeting i skipped lunch juz to get things done faster at the other side.....

i was to meet mingli n sam for dinner at 7 as i was the one to state the time....and i ended up making them wait for me til like 8 plus den i reached....but they were nice to wait up for me and put aside all the food for me....so when i reached i juz EAT n EAT n EAT....aahahh....went to The Soup Restaurant.....soup was nice...~dur~!!!...hahah....to my surprised my buddy junfong was there too....so touched....everyone waited for me....hiak hiak....though the meeting was short we had a good laugh juz like old times....i know times like this is hard to come by therefore i treasure every moment of it....

Thanks guys for the wonderful evening.....Life is neva the same wif u all ard!!...Muahxxx!!!...Cheers!

Meet up soon again....this time longer, yeah!



Boo~!!!...stare into my eyes...do u see something?

--GRAND SHANGHAI--

had a long dae todae....gotta go back to work and boy like i spent the entire dae in the office...tryin to balance the purchases goods and the sales goods accounts....itz really shitty when ur boss doesn't appreciates ur hard work and still say you in the face that why you din check ur work before printing the report....for goodness' sake....im being blamed for other pple's mistake....and itz the "boss's"(the client) mistake...he used the wrong account code and therefore created a lot of missing and unposted entries...and blame me for not checkin.....how the h*** would i noe man....i alreadi double check my work wha....ok fine~!!!....i shall not dwell on it....

but for a consolation....gabbie was so sweet that he waited for like 2 hours plus for me....i was suppose to hav lunch wif him thinkin my work wouldn't take so long....who noes....he ended up comin up to my office to wait for me...hee hee....

after goin i took a nap on the sofa....slept for a while and itz dinner time...kinda lookin forward to it coz my dad booked a table at Grand Shanghai for dinner....with a live band and singing of those chinese oldies....the only sad thing was our table the view was kinda blocked by a stupid pillar so we cant see the singer most of the time...the food was alrite....the songs sung was really very shanghai-nee....haha....but on the whole was quite a nice evening...i gif them 3 out of 5 stars!!!....

on the way to Grand Shanghai!!!...yeah~!!

overview of Grand Shanghai

part of the stage from my table

the second song-ress of the nite...her One Nite in Beijing was p.o.w.e.r.f.u.l

hmmm....y is my desert not here yet....

waited for a while....the desert came...itz the chef's recommendation....fillings is red bean paste and banana covered w egg white...the covering is soft and nice...

i had my fill....the desert was de-li-cious

a very "chin-na" decor in the toilet....the toilet even haf the speakers to hear the songress singing

last snap at the toilet....

finally back at hm...

I HATE TO BE CHASED FOR WORK!!!

LEAVE ME ALONE WILL YOU.. ..

DUN BOTHER ME