=De End of e Year=

is the last dae of the year todae....however my past week haven been up to my expectation....nothing seems rite....so hopefully things will turn out better in January.....

But watever it is, juz wanna wish everyone a good year ahead!!

Happy New Year~!!!

wat the heck

juz the second day of work and my brains are goin to burst.....todae is a damn day for me.....go to work wearing pants todae and got screamed at by the lady boss....wat the man...and she also scolded the HR mgr for not stating down in the employment letter the dress code properly...wat the heck man...my attachment company was a bigger CPA firm than hers lor...also not so strict...muz wear skirt from mon to thur and only pants on fri....dats not all....after this stupid commotion during lunch time.....after lunch when i was back my senior told me try to learn faster as she's afraid that during peck period most of my colleauges will be at clients place and i'll haf to be on my own...this fri doin stock take and itz goin to the client which is in the top 10 of the co's list...and im given 1 co's accounts to do...they say since i've some experience....im startin to think am i throwing myself into a pile of shit....at this very moment i cant think of anything positive coz everything is juz thrown at me....im not allowed to any annual leave coz i haven work 1 year w the co and if i were to take study leave i hav to submit my leave a mth earlier and subject to management's approval....WTH!!!!!...i thought of getting a full time job becoz i wanted to push myslef a bit not to take things lightly....i think i asking for trouble myself and i dunno if i should take back my words to say that not being able to get the job at the airline co is a blessing in disguse....i think im wrong....if were to be given the opportunity to the airline co i think i'll be better off there....
im now thinkin of excuses and ways to think positively abt my job now...and i wonder how many months can i survive there....the pobationary period seem too long to me now....guess most pple are wishing for new year to come but NOT me....wil be back to sch in jan and guess wat now...so great that i gotta go to sch EVERYDAY in the second week of jan..mon to sat.....great rite....now im thinkin wat if i need to do OT....each case that i take on have to be calculated by time cost meaning i have to take the cost that the co charge to the client divide by the cost per hr allocated to me...and then take the result divide by the hrs i work per day and that would gif me a figure of how many days im allowed to take to do that case...
when the 3 mths of the pobation period is up i guess it would be my exam period....i wonder how my performance will be graded man...
i dun wanna grow up....

sam me and mingli...taken at my church after mid-nite mass service....interesting polariod taken from sam's camera...new play thing now...

Merry Christmas to all~!!!...last nite as usual as all other christmas eves....three of us will spend the eve together juz mingli sam and me....last nite was no exception but mingli was utterly sick so there wasn't much mood goin on as she's alwiz the one to disturb me throughout the whole dawn but last nite was quiet....i was tryin to make sam be awake as she's alwiz the first one to sleep....we managed to keep awake till 4 plus and sam couldn't hold it longer and she slept on my bed...i was hoping mingli would wake up so we could open up our presents....but nope...she din managed to wake up and i ended sleepin wif her in the living room...guess muz be my bad sleepin position that coz my backache now....
we woke up ard 11 plus in the morning and my dad suggested we hav breakfast at cambridge hawker and later i fetched mingli and sam hm....though we were so tired but we still enjoyed one another's company....this pact had lasted for 7 years and i hope we'll continue this trend till we grow old...the memory would be nice to lean back on.....
after reaching hm almost 2 and i took my shower and wanted to catch some sleep but was expecting visitors so din sleep in the end....
gab came over to my place and we went to catch 'Meet the Fockers'.....it was a hilarious comedy movie....rated NC16 however i think it should be rated M18 instead....though was a bit of long but was watchable....i gif 3 out of 5 popcorns....
my eyes is half open so i gotta catch much sleep soon...

the future pianist

Mêrrÿ Christmäs!..Ho Ho Ho.. ..

I got a job...finally....got a call from the CPA firm that i went for interview this monday....din expect to get a call from them coz the interview was quite a fast one and the interviewer's comm skills sucks big time...he keep pausing and expecting me to question him...so wat the...and i left wif a light heart and was told to wait for a week for a reply...and now after 2 days i was selected....was actually quite happy...actually hoping for the airline company to respond but no respond till now...so i can forget it...maybe its a blessing in disguse...at least i got a job..after being jobless for 2 weeks...hahah....finally can do some shopping...tml goin down to sign my appointment letter and starting work next monday....great to start work at the last week of the month yeah~!!!!....i'll work hard and smart...and was told that my remuneration would be revised after 3 months according to my work performance...so i'll get it my all...
Gonna do christmas decorations now....
Im so HAPPY today....
hahah....

a loooonnnng Lunchie.. ..

yesterday met up wif my poly classmates for an early celebration for Christmas and gifts exchanging session....there were 8 of us some couldn't make coz of other committments and some were sick....sadz...though a short meetin but was a meaningful one...when u gather after a long while there tend to have more conversations and askin hows life gettin on...we had dinner at a Mediterrenean restaurant in Parco Bugis...boy the food on the menu was huuu..ex...we end up couldn't finish our food...at we tot of havin buffet but it cost 55 bucks++ per person so we abandon the idea and juz go for the main course....after dinner we were lookin for hangouts to slack and chat and exchange our christmas presents....i suggested 'Secret Garden' and everyone went along wif it....im glad they liked the place...got the christmasissy feel to it...

todae went for a wedding lunch...first time in my life that i attended a wedding lunch and it was so so darn loong....guest seated at 12.30pm and i sat thru the whole thing which ended at 4.30pm...wat u think....i nearly fell asleep there and then....some of the dishes were alrite and some were utterly lousy...but watever...aniwae the bride and bride groom are a happy couple...both bubbly and round...hahah...opps.~!!...i dun mean it k...but i can see that they are happy...who cares....
and guess wat after the so so so long lunch...my relatives still suggested that we go for tea-break....it was a hell of a time for me....i was on the verge of goin to the extend of sleep walking that WAT go EAT again!!!....after sending pple hm...i reached hm ard 6.30 and off i go jump on my big beddie and snore....woke up nearly eight and din actually hav any mood for dinner....
awaiting the loong week ahead for christmas to come...
Equation: got a job but dun like it therefore din go to work + haven found a new job yet = no money to shop for
christmas....ho ho ho......

i am a lazybonie

went for an interview with the airline company yest and was told to wait for their reply....was interviewed by the head of accounts dept a guy and the accounts officer a gal....the whole interview seem perfectly ok....spent abt 1hr+ for the whole thing so look ok to me....the position is unique in such a way that they need someone who can speak cantonese so as to be able to liasise with their Hong Kong conterparts...therefore i really hope i stand a good chance in this position...the office gives me a nice feelin and moreover the accounts dept comprises of just the accounts head, the accounts officer, a perm staff in charge of south east asia transaction and if i join will include me who will be in charge of accounts in east asia mainly Hong Kong side....really enthusiatic abt this job man...hope to get it...praying very hard abt it...
told my boss that im still not well to be back at work....i really lost my heart to goin back there and feel bad to tell to her face....wat the heck man~!!...
am sending a few resumes today...hope to get responds soon...cant do christmas shopping without working this mth....sob sob....
i need a job...

i need a rest

the after effects of a whole week of MC is the feelin of not wanting to go to work....been restin at hm almost the whole of last week...been oni at work for 2 daes...last nite din haf the mood of goin to bed as i noe morning is round the conner and soon i need to wake up and get ready for work...
i dunno is this a good thing or bad thing...before i could even take a shower b4 goin to bed i started to experience dissy spell and things ard me spinning...went to the doc nearly close to mid-nite..gosh...the doc took my pressure and diagnosed me with low blood pressure...which is not enough of blood goin to my brain...i guessed muz the "everything also dun wan to eat" attitude that cost it...my dad paid for the medicine and i felt so bad...when i got hm...after taking the med and try to slp after that...but my head couldn't stop spinning...even when i close my eyes i feel like my whole brain is spinning and turning...
lucky woke up today today feelin fine...and finally after a whole week of being sick..i received a sms from my boss askin me to take care of myself...wat took her so long though im not a permanent staff...
was waiting for job opportunities and my wait ended when i got a call from my agency...haha...felt so ironic...im working in a employment agency and im seeking employment in another agency...hahah...anw goin down for on interview tml which is ocean building...itz a new zealand airline company...wuuuu....sounds nice...hope the pay is gd too...i gotta try to be impressive and not forgetting to be myself too...i hope for all the luck i can get...
gonna get ready all my stuff for tml...

ReBirth

I learnt the meaning of living everyday to the fullest and alwiz to treasure all your loved ones around you....the unexpected happened yesterdae when i was down with fever the morning i woke up...i tot it was the usual fever, juz go to the doc, take MC and go hm to rest....which was wat i did...the lucky thing is that my parents accompanied me to the doc....
the happenings goes like this:-
-after seeing the doc, doc told me to take the yellow tablet immediately after seeing him and so i did
-my dad stopped over at the bank as he sees i wasn't that sick afterall
-waited in the car for abt 45 mins
-reached hm, ate a piece of bread and took the rest of the medicine which is the antibiotic and fever med
-walked out from the kitchen as my parents was having their lunch
-after stepping out from the kitchen, i was wanting to lie on the sofa but suddenly my head felt heavy and my eyes couldn't see like a black shadow juz blocked my vision and blackout!!..

the next thing i noe i felt my mum calling for me and shaking me all over...she got a shock of her life and so do i...my mum told me that i actually fainted and hit my head...she came out coz she heard a loud 'tud' on the floor and she came out from the kitchen seeing me lying face down on the floor...i was motionless and whole body was stiff...she tot she lost me....i think i did went to 'that place' (if you noe wat i mean) in a split moment coz i remembered i was in a dark place and someone keep telling me to go away...den when i woke up i saw my mum shaking me and i could feel the knock on my head hurting...den slowly i could feel my sense of touch coming back....i lied on the floor for a while more and my parents carried me to lie on the sofa...i was so scared till i kept on crying....later part of the dae my fever juz couldn't go down staying at 38.5 so my mum keep sponging me till my fever went down to 38...later in the evening the fever went down somemore...
todae im better...lucky thing...and with a bum on my forehead...hope the knock won't make me slower in any way...i kinda feel im given a new lease of life again....
im goin to treasure it even more than before...

the first comers...zhongwen, junfong, me, yuzhen, kim and calvin

nick, sam, me, cheryl and audrey

wendy, me, raymond, jeff, joann and peiying

joycelyn, me, angie and jack

entertaining my clicks

my dad, mum, me and hannah

me and sam...(missing mingli)...:(

my click's table

my table..

my bd cakie

waiting to blow the candles

enjoying the bd songs...

ooo...cutting the piggy cake

sam and me w my bd cake

guess wat sam and me lookin at??

me and hannah...my pri tutor..hee hee

cheryl, me and audrey

my aunt, cheryl, audrey, me and gab

joycelyn and me

me & 2 botak..mao and jeff

yum yum...eatin my bd cake

my click...yeah~!!

me and uncle sebestian

auntie janice, me and javiver

my daddy, me and my mummy

kissing my mummy...

kissing my daddy...

me and my grandaunt

my dear aunt and me

nick, sam and me

junfong and me

me, kim and wendy

maocheng and me

me and zhongwen

me and yuzhen

fr left: joann, me and peiying

me w all my presents

Finål 2-->The Final Show Down

itz the final show down for the sg idol and i think they gave their all...enjoyed the show a lot....i actually did voted...voted for taufik 1 sms and sly 1 sms...equal all...earlier in the show i supported sly but later spotted that taufik made tremendous improvement....so i think he shld be the idol...im satisfied wif the results tonite...

feelin lousy wif work todae coz i realised that i was under paid...got my chq todae and i actually got a glimpse of time sheet of my colleague who is a elderly woman....i saw her pay worked out to be more than me and also spotted that she's paid 2 dollars more than me (im paid in a per hour basis)...2 bucks make a whole lot of difference man!!...and the total hours i worked in November is a lot more than her coz she took quite a lot leave to go holidaying...so when i saw her figure more than mine...i felt so uneasy the whole...felt so under paid and made used of...hate this kind of feelin...and she being so old,she's i shld say quite dumb w the computer so most of the editing of resumes is done by me....i dun see why my boss doesn't see that...am goin to voice out to her tml...moreover the old woman comes into the office at 2pm on mons weds & fris and 10am on tues & thurs...i work straight 6 hrs everyday...wat the s*** man~!!!....sickening....really feel terrible the whole dae....but was tryin to put up a front....am gonna confront my boss tml morning....wish me luck pple...i need lotz of it...if she's not gonna increase my pay i'll walk off...haf decided and made up my mind...

ALL THE BEST~!!...itz not as if i cant find another job else where....Hmph~!!!...